I’m struggling. All I want to do is work on my blog (not this one, sorry) and I can’t. Yeah I still churn out a post or two each week – and I have without a doubt a list of pending posts and things I want to cook and germs of recipes swirling in my head – but I can’t seem to do it.
I wander in and out of the kitchen, I stare at the screen and keyboard, I watch twitter, I try to edit photos, I snack endlessly, I write here instead.
I can’t get my head around it and I don’t know where to begin. The Dev, bless him, is patient but not remotely helpful right now.
I have had one day in the past week to sit down and get stuck into it – a whole day, nothing else to do or anyone to answer to and what do I have to show for it? One folder of sorted, as yet unedited photos and this post.
Argggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhh and fark.
So I’m off to bake bread for the week and then off to yoga in the hopes of sweating out some of the sadness. As per usual inspiration will probably strike around 10.30pm.