It is indifference, and usually I have it down pat when it comes to a very unfortunate person in my life. However tonight is not that night. Tonight I am writing a letter to a person for whom I alternate between utter disgust / loathing and complete indifference.
Due to a situation that has recently arisen I have to address an accusatory hurtful email sent to me nearly 2 years ago. Well I don’t have to but I need to in order to move on. I am sitting here and I feel like I have icewater running through my veins, seriously, it is physiologically a very odd sensation, I am freezing inside my body. Oh and also, think I may throw-up.
The real fun part, it’s a family member. Even better, after almost 2 years of no contact – the last of which was this atrocious email – he LEFT A COMMENT on my other blog the other day. Fucker.
I will get through it, I need to get it out. I hope it doesn’t give him a heart attack when he reads it, sort of.